25th
alittlealotless
(1:17) I think out loud on the page in digital form here. Today I played piano in a practice room and came up with a sweet riff. I had lunch with a sweet girl. I’m debating signing up for medical insurance for 60 dollars a month. It hardly offers any coverage, but I might kick myself if I don’t. I’m working on the Side Project stuff and debating what to do with my life. My life. I’m taking back my life. I’m taking steps towards having my priorities straight, but it’s an uphill slope laced with temptation. I’m dealing in distractions and probably being one myself. I don’t even feel safe typing on here. I don’t understand how anyone opens up knowing people will read it. I feel like a box with a master lock. and the only person with the key doesn’t want to see what’s inside. (10 minutes later) that was a dramatic moment inside my head i’m distraced with other things now i think the secret is to stay busy. but i don’t know if that’s just putting icing on a crap cookie or if i should just bake a new batch. in 10 minutes i’ll be back.